Thursday, August 19, 2010

My health and sanity

Yep, is been a rough month. and I've done very good progress. Right now I have no job--it is not because i didn't do the right things or because i had bad attitude,  but it was because the lack of clients in the restaurant and that they didn't had much money to pay the workers (such as me)...

I have high hopes that this Friday I'll find another restaurant to start working, so far I've been preparing for the SAT test. I really need does scores, they will open me more doors in the long the way.

In the other hand, I've been with resentment, sadness, and hate for some personal issues. But I've recovered fully because I understand now that sometimes things need to take other paths and continue life without hate or resentment but with kindness. I'm starting to be more kind with any resentment I've have had with people in  over the years, is been a practice to me that I've been doing for a long time but it gets more abstract by the second.

Is not like I want to be Jesus Christ or something like that, I don't believe in religion I'm an igtheist! but it is true that with hate and resentment I will not progress and really...I would only do damage with that. I'm quite happy now that things for me are getting in proportion in some things but still disproportional in some other aspects in my life. Time gets slow to me the majority of the time because like I said, I want to run so fast that I never catch a break to respect myself, take care and be kind to me.

I'm doing a hell of a good job! and I feel proud of myself.

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