After working so hard to make it all the way to the university, I've finally made my journey come true. It was hard, and now taking a look at the past i found that a person ones believed in accomplishments. Of course that person was me, when i was way younger, now looking into my present i'm living the "dream" i had many years ago. I can't still believe i made it.
My goal now is to make it for my major in physics. Is not an easy subject and college level will never be compared to the many times i was in a public library reading a science book trying to imagine scenarios in what, why, how and where the laws of physics make an important role in our lives without a teacher actually explaining it to me why everything has a resistance in its state of motion or at rest, what we call "inertia" newton's first law.
I can't see the world the same way i was seeing it couple years back, maybe it was because i choose to do what i wanted and leave good opportunities for learning science or just simple leave my hometown to stop running in circles and begin my life of my very own, at the end, i think they are both pretty good reasons. And the most cool part is that i'm beginning to learn! and there is so much new things that i can learn from... Is an absolute challenge and is by far something that i never lived, the college life!
Whenever i hear that people get homesick, I can't really share the same thought or at least i have to lie sometimes to have something in common with the people i'm getting to know. I am so exited that I'm taking it easy even if is hard. There is many brilliant people around here, i don't know them yet well because i never had a talk to them about science or other aspects of it, maybe i'll do in the future.
But right now i really like where i am, even if at night there is college parties in the hallway until 4 AM in the morning and i can't sleep...than is the only time i blame the place. Utah, at Weber State University... who would have imagined.... well my first choice was Utah University but i couldn't get in. Oh well... One nail takes out another nail so i guess as far as i'm concerned i'm appreciating my accomplished goal by the second.
I can't go away now and for the most i have to study full time, because i'm not the smartest kid around town.
One of the things about this university is that i fell in love with their library, so many BOOKS!! and so much SILENCE!! That just made my day...when i went to look for a dictionary i was like walking on the beach feeling the wind over my shoulders.
Absolutely marvelous... :D
Well, is time for me to visit my paradise (library) and expend some hours in the computer laboratory.
